I Need A Nap

Aaaack! I need a nap!

I struggled so much with watching the kids today. Kasen is teething and constantly fussing. And he's decided to take after his brother and have a TOTAL meltdown whenever I leave the room. Argh! Kobey whined all day long about one thing or another and as always - refuses to go outside if I shut the back door. HELLO! I'm not leaving the door open with the AC on and all the bugs in our backyard! I shut the door when he goes out and immediately the SCREAMING starts. We're not talking about a kind, 'hey let me in' - its like 'I AM BEING LOCKED OUTSIDE AGAINST MY WILL!!!!' screaming. NOT! He totally knows how to open the door - he's done it hundreds of times, but no - if I'm inside - somehow - the door becomes a huge monster or something. Did I say ARGH!?!

Today - I considered wearing rags, eating only top ramen and NOT SCRAPPING - to be able to afford to stop watching those boys... How sad is that?! I LOVE scrapping more than anything (beyond Bob and Braden of course)! I practically wear rags now and maybe eating top ramen only would help me loose some weight...but it probably wouldn't happen. I considered a lot about selling the house so that we could live somewhere cheaper - Bob already talks about that a lot. But I don't really think there IS anything cheaper. Especially with how much ROOM we have now. HELP! What do I do???