So Bob and I went to the Dr on Monday, she started the ultrasound and immediately told us that the baby was not as big as it should have been. Then a few seconds later told us that there was no heartbeat. And then that I will be having a miscarriage. She checked my ovaries and told us that they were in good shape and ended the ultrasound, told me she was sorry and that she wanted to run some tests - and left the room. I got dressed and cried on Bob's shoulder until the nurse came in to take me to get blood drawn. Then they had me go see Heidi to make an appointment for another blood draw and I broke down crying again. She let Bob and I sit in the Dr's office for a while and then we left.
I went back to the Drs office this morning to get my blood drawn again. Heidi called me today at 4:45pm to tell me that the level of my pregnancy hormone was definitely going down and that I will be having a miscarriage sometime soon.
I've cried a lot and I'm sure I still will especially as the miscarriage is happening.
I'm just going to concentrate on keeping busy in the mean time and work on a way to come up with something that will be a visual reminder of this missing part of our family.
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